Diagnosed 2 weeks ago at age 35 started on glivec and having no side effects to date. Struggling emotionally and trying to stay positive but everything such a worry waiting for blood levels to come down. Hoping that this becomes easier but can't see how. I have 3 young kids.
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Hi
This inital diaganosis can be a bit of a shock
Whilst it may feel like the end of the world, you need to keep things in perspective the treatments that are now availible for cml are extremely effective in controling the disease. It is important that you remain focused and optomistic so that the body and the medicines can work effectively. There is a lot of support availible for you.
I was diagnosed 2.5 years ago and am on glivec. My cml is under control and life is going on as per normal. If you need to talk to somebody you can contact leukaemia care who can offer you sobe assistance and guidence to help come to terms with cml.
I hope this helps
Stuart
Hello Lindsey
I know that the initial diagnosis can be a shock, but now that you have started on Gleevec things should start to happen quite quickly. Hopefully your blood count should start to fall, & hopefully you should be in haematological remission within a couple of months.
There will be lots of medical terms to get used to, & it can all be a bit overwhelming at the beginning, but it all becomes second nature in the end.
I was diagnosed 21/2 years ago, & am now doing fine. If you would like to speak with someone who has been through this contact me on bobosbo@hotmail.co.uk & I will give you my number & happily talk to you about any questions that you might have.
You have already found this site which is a great source of information & comfort to many CML sufferers, who are looking for answers.
Bob
I just wanted to say hi and add a couple of comments. Firstly, it is a terrible shock when diagnosed especially if like me you weren't actually ill when diagnosed. Try and not rush into 'trying to cope' with it, let things take their time and allow yourself to feel all the overwhelming emotions that come with the diagnosis. Eventually these will settle down and then you can move forward. Take your time to learn what you want to know about the condition, the tests, the medical jargon. You will know that pace that you need to move at. Initially I couldn't face any reading or 'googling' but then I became an avid advocate of being on top of my treatment. Remember that we are all different in our needs.
It is great that you don't have any side effects with the glivec and long may that last although as you have probably read side effects are fairly common. Don't be afraid to post daft questions on here; there is always somebody to answer and suggest options. You will feel very tired initially and try and rest where you can. It is very tough if you have 3 little ones. My 3 were teenagers when I was dx so resting etc. was that bit easier for me.
I wasn't able (or wanted to) hide my dx from my 3 angels as they were all very computer savvy so I didn't have those issues. I was also fairly open with family and friends. All this is very individual though.
I am very happy to answer any questions and I hope that your treatment goes really well.
Susan
Thanks no I never felt unwell just went to the dr with left side if abdo hard which turned out to be my spleen! Admitted to hospital straight from there! My family and friends a great support and my kids too young to understand anything at this point. I'm sure time will tell. Thanks for ur response.
Lindsey
A lot of cml sufferers did not feel unwell, & only found when asking about something else, in my case an eye test led to a full blood test & here we are.
Where are you being treated?
Hi Lyndsey
Firstly welcome to the club, I'm Naomii and was diagnosed in Feb this year i am 28yrs old and have a 7 year old son. Inititally when i was diagnosed i thought that this was the end and had all sorts of worrying thoughts going through my head. 5 months on and i have found out so much about CML and also had a lot of advice from people on here. I am also on Glivec and just to give you a bit of peace of mind in the short space of time since dx (diagnosis) i am doing fine, bloods back to normal and the amount of leaukemia cells in my blood are reducing. Also my life is basically as it was before, i am back in work full time, being a single mum and living as i did before apart from a few side effects such as tiredness and cramps which are tolerable. I have got to the point now where the CML is in the back of my mind. I went to see professor clark in the Liverpool Royal Hospital and his words to me were "you worry about concentrating on your normal life and let me concentrate on the CML".
It really helped me to talk to a specialist such as professor clark as he really put my mind at rest. Further to this, give your self time to absorb what is going on and deal with the emotions that you are feeling. As for telling people this is a complete choice of yours as people can't tell that there is anything different about with you. Please have a look through the website as it has been a lifeline for me and post anything you are unsure of as the people on here truly are fantastic at putting your mind at rest.
If you need a chat please feel free to contact me as i say im new to this as well but have found talking to people very comforting. My e-mail is naomiio@aol.com. There are a few of us on facebook also and i don't mind if you want to add me on there either.
Thinking of you
best wishes
Naomii
Thank you do much for reply this forum really has been helping especially after the last couple of days can't really pull myself out of this doom and gloom outlook. My consultant has been nothing but positive about all the new treatments available. I think when u can relate to other people in your situation it gets you through and great to know this feeling will pass in time. I'm so glad to hear ur living a normal life and back to work. Thanks again
Hi Lyndsey
I was diagnosed nearly 2 years ago, and like yourself have had spells of doom & gloom - in spite of my consultant (in Edinburgh) saying "If I had to have leukaemia, this is the kind of leukaemia I would choose". I think I have more or less got over these low times now - no collapsing in tears for at least 3 months - but it is still at the back of my mind. I think we just have to get on with things, however difficult it may seem at the time, and try to remember that the worst things do pass. If you want to talk, drop me a line on olivia.bell1@btinternet.com and I'll give you my phone number. If it's any comfort, I've heard that Glasgow is the very best place in Scotland to be treated for CML!
Hello Lyndsey
I agree, it sure it some sort of shock being dx with such a thing when you feel so fit and well. Same happened to me in 1996, I was training 10 hours a week in the gym, but still got whacked with the same news. Best advice I can offer with the benefit of hindsight, is to advise you to remain positive in your outlook, yes there maybe the odd side effect, but nothing really to stop you living life as you see fit. Glivec did not appear until I was four and a half years into dealng with cml, this new drug STI571 as it was firsy known, revolutionised treatment, certainly changed mine, more energy, more hair, and a change of attitude. Now cml was living with me, not me with it. Works for me. Glivec got me down to 80% negative over the years I took it. It was replaced with Dasatinib about 4 years or so ago, which apart from making me grumpy had little side effects and all went well until I collected a 'cold' last NewYear and the resulting chest infection (pleural effusion) caught us out. Shame really as the results with this drug were amazing, down to a small fraction of a percent positive, still now six weeks into Nilotinib, and pcr going back down and more amazingly blood values running as normal (well almost). I would cousel you to stay with a positive mind, nothing really is as bad as it may appear, enjoy life, please do not let niggly side effects phase you, I always thought that the alternative was not for me. Science is an amazing thing, having seen the evolution of these new therapies, along with the technical learning that we as patients have achieved. Hope this has been of help to you, always here to talk problems through, can get me on keithpratt1945@btinternet.com Have fun,
Keith
Thank you so much for taking the time to reassure me. This site has been a life line to me and in a short space of time I have learned lots about cml. It truly is amazing that this drug has not been around that long yet can give us a life. I hope on time that cml won't be the only thing I think of and can get back to being myself soon. Hoping you continue to get good results on your new drug.