I have not posted a lot but Dad has had CML for over 4 years. He started on a trial drug - not sure of name - with the Beatson clinic in Glasgow. This was in July however it has not been successful and he is now in the acute phase and we have been told to prepare for the worst with in the next few weeks to months.
I am so unsure how I feel about it as I see him a lot and notice that he is not himself but to me he doesn't seem anywhere near dying. He does not want to know how much time he has been given and so we as a family have to go on as if we don't know any of this although I think he knows within himself.
I know that there is not much anyone can say but I just needed to write it down and maybe talk it through with some who may understand.
Thanks for taking the time to read.