I was diagnosed with CML on Friday 13th November 2020, a date I will never forget especially as I was hospitalised on that day with Covid-19, a double whammy!
I am still in the early days/weeks/months of coming to terms with all this, but also so very grateful to be here, on meds that are working and feeling as well as I do.
I am, but not at the moment, a yoga teacher, and the practice of yoga, meditation and mindfulness has been a part of my life for the last 17 years plus and if ever there was a time that I needed to pull on all of these resources, now is it. Being in the present moment and not dwelling on the past or what the future may hold has a lot of comfort for me, and its about what I can deal with day to day.
I thought I was fit, healthy and in control and to some extent I am still those things, but my diagnosis totally blew me away, this is something that happens to other people not me! Many of my students came to my classes to deal with stress,anxiety and poor bodies and I have honed my skills to be able to help them in any way possible, now its time to do the same for myself.
Daily meditations, long walks and bike rides, lots and lots of yoga and breathing practices are all getting me through these early days. I know this won't go away (the hardest thing to process atm) but I am learning to live with it with the support of my family and friends.
Janet