Hi david, my belly buddy!
I thought my belly was getting stronger, maybe a muscular problem. i went to the gym in the morning and to the doctor at night, just to show my belly and he joked: "a lot of people want a belly like yours, so why are you complaining" :p. Then he felt my spleen and my nightmare began. 3 days latter i was told there i have cml. At first i did not panic because i have i friend with cml and knew that the treatment is "just" one pill.
Soon i started to read about cml and found out that it's a much more complex disease, with phases, progressions, etc. Well, i started to panic and felt depressed. Cancer was my biggest fear and i always tried to avoid this disease. i never smoked, never drink much, don't eat fast foods or fizzy drinks, always did exercises. shit happens.
Now i'm much more stable. I know that bad things can happen, but i also know that most of patients do ok for long terms and i try to focus in this. Sometimes i read - include here - about someone who fail treatment, progress and eventually die, but, thanks god, this is not the rule. So here i am. fighting cml. I feel very lucky to have no side effects (even wondered if the treatment was working :D).
I think there's something wrong with this world. there are a lot of young people with cancer. I have friends who - in theirs 20's or 30's - had/have AML, CML, lymphoma, thyroid cancer, etc. Sadly, i lost a friend to pancreatic cancer. she was only 33! where I am treated most patients with CML are young. That's crazy!!
This forum is amazing. a lots of good information, compassion and some humor. I hope i can come back to england to visit some of the members!
I hope you're doing well, david. Cheers!